Tuesday, November 23, 2010

How My Baby Cheered Me Up (she's gonna kill me for this)

You are very disappointed of everything i did.. i know that...i couldnt do my best to cheer you up because you're always the one that cheer me up.. but i know deep inside sometimes or maybe a lot of times when you needed me i wasnt there for you.. on the other hand you are always there for me..i have mood swing and you let me scold you or anything without being angry at me..
but it is for sure i love you.. until now i still dont know what im suppose to do cheer you up
telling lame jokes or saying i love you is definitely not gonna work.. anymore
the only way i can figure out is to tell you how much i care about you and how important you are to me.. you can scold me or whatever you want to do to me as long as you're happy.. i dont wanna give a damn of what ppl gonna say when they know we are together.. i just want us to be happy together.. to me, you're a great guy.. you understands everything bout me...you love me
this is why i needed you ...i really want you to be happy..

To tell you honestly im crying while typing this.. i feel that im a jerk that why i cant even do a simple thing which is to cheer my boyfriend up when he's upset.. im so useless... i really dont know how..and i know obviously i cant ask you how to..can i? well i thought of something... i want you to chill.. breathe in and out five times... and then close your eyes
and think bout how both of us can be together.. laughters,teases,cries,love,sweetness,care.. we have it all
you booked my heart remember?
everything is in there...everything bout us..
and i dont wanna let it go...i dont wanna give up so easily.. you're mine and im gonna make sure everyone knows that
i love you
guess im done..



heeeeee =D touching right? <3