How My Baby Cheered Me Up (she's gonna kill me for this)

You are very disappointed of everything i did.. i know that...i couldnt do my best to cheer you up because you're always the one that cheer me up.. but i know deep inside sometimes or maybe a lot of times when you needed me i wasnt there for you.. on the other hand you are always there for me..i have mood swing and you let me scold you or anything without being angry at me..
but it is for sure i love you.. until now i still dont know what im suppose to do cheer you up
telling lame jokes or saying i love you is definitely not gonna work.. anymore
the only way i can figure out is to tell you how much i care about you and how important you are to me.. you can scold me or whatever you want to do to me as long as you're happy.. i dont wanna give a damn of what ppl gonna say when they know we are together.. i just want us to be happy together.. to me, you're a great guy.. you understands everything bout me...you love me
this is why i needed you ...i really want you to be happy..

To tell you honestly im crying while typing this.. i feel that im a jerk that why i cant even do a simple thing which is to cheer my boyfriend up when he's upset.. im so useless... i really dont know how..and i know obviously i cant ask you how to..can i? well i thought of something... i want you to chill.. breathe in and out five times... and then close your eyes
and think bout how both of us can be together.. laughters,teases,cries,love,sweetness,care.. we have it all
you booked my heart remember?
everything is in there...everything bout us..
and i dont wanna let it go...i dont wanna give up so easily.. you're mine and im gonna make sure everyone knows that
i love you
guess im done..



heeeeee =D touching right? <3

I Love You This Much..

Never should've let you go..
Never found myself at home..
Ever since that day that you walked right out the door..
You were like my beating heart that I, I can't control..
Even though weve grown apart...
My brain cant seem to let you go..
Thinking back to the old times when you kept me up late at night...
We use to mess around, laugh and play, fuss and fight...
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone...
This chapters done, the story goes on...

Baby...........
Can't believe that you are not with me..
Cause you should be my lady...
All I want is to set your heart free...
But if you believe that you belong with him, promise me you wont let anyone hurt you..
Remember, I will always be here for you...
Even if it kills me to see you....in that wedding dress.....

This is for you... Yes YOU...!~

-KevinKyk- ~<3

=D

Heyyy...
Finally updating my blog again....
haha... I 'VE BEEN ONE LAZY PIG....
LOL... and now..... im speechless...
I dunno what to say....
Im only updating my blog cuz im really bored...
Cuz SOMEONE ditched me....
as usual..... =.=
Haiz... Sigh.... =
Owh well... wat to do??
haha be happy!! and no emo-ing =)

Hmmm... =)
Well i have ntg else to say....
(wondering if i even said anything in da 1st place)
LOL... See youuuuuu people..... =D

-KevinKyk-

Beautiful Day =)

The heart is a bloom...
Shoots up through the stony ground....
There's no room...
No space to rent in this town....
You're out of luck....
And the reason that you had to care.....
The traffic is stuck....
And you're not moving anywhere....
You thought you'd found a friend....
To take you out of this place....
Someone you could lend a hand....
In return for grace....
It's a beautiful day....
Sky falls, you feel like....
It's a beautiful day....
Don't let it get away....
You're on the road....
But you've got no destination....
You're in the mud....
In the maze of her imagination....
You love this town.....
Even if that doesn't ring true.....
You've been all over....
And it's been all over you....
It's a beautiful day.... <3

Day 5 Without You ... ? NO YOU'RE BACK!! whee... =]

HEY... =]
Mostly this is gonna be the last day im gonna update my blog in straight days continously...
Heheh! Wheee...
Guess what?! Guess what?!...
She's back....! Yay? =)
She's backkkkk..... owh yeahhh....
Haha sorry for the crazyness... lol...


Owh god...! School just started today...
Haihh... And it suxxx as usual la....
Stupid =.=
Owh well... wat to do???
hahah....well gotta go...
Have school work to do....
Aaahhhhh!!! Grrr.... =.=
Will keep my blog alive somehow...... =)
Oh and I MISS YOUUUU =D

-KevinKyk-

Day 4 Without You ~

Hey hey.... lol....
Now im back to blogging....
Wow i cant believe that my blog is so updated now...
I have a new post everyday...
haha..... wheee.... =]
Okay lets see... er.... er.....
Hmm .. its day 4 without youu....
And im feeling much better than the past few days... mmhmm....
Lmao... well actually the reason why im feeling better is because you're gonna be back tomorrow...!!! whee...!!~

Well i think that my blog wont be so updated anymore after this...
Cause stupid school's starting... =.=
HELL.... the worst place to be....
Lol... owh well.... sighh....
I guess i have nothing to else to say dy la...
Will TRY to keep my blog updated or even alive....
See you people.... ~

-KevinKyk-

Day 3 Without You ~

Heyy people... =]
Well... Feeling better than yesterday day i guess...
Emo-ness isn't fully rulling my soul now....
...... er... im still kinda speechless....
Updating my blog to fill up my time...
Since i have nothing to do..... =/
Its better than sitting around doing nothing...
Cause if i do that i end up feeling sad at the end of the day as i think of you too much...
haha... sighhh...... =/
Well nothing else to say i guess...?
Will continue to TRY and keep my blog updated...
Lol... thats all for now.... =)

-KevinKyk-

Day 2 Without You ~

I have nothing to say...... =/
I'm really speechless....
Haih...Well........
Hmmm.... I really miss youuu.... =(
I dont feel like doing anything at all now eventhough i have lotsa things to do...
Im not doing what im supposed to do in my everyday life... Sigh...
Im not following my daily routine at all....
I guess I miss you too much..... T.T

If i had to life my life without you near me....Days would all be empty...
And thats what seems so wrong.... =(
Sighh... Owh well....
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

-KevinKyk-

Day 1 Without You ~

Well im just tryna keep my blog updated...
Eventhough i dont really have any idea what to write...
Owh well... here goes...

Today my lil piggy left me... =(
haha!... no la just joking...
My lil piggy, Clarissa left for Korea today..
Lucky gurl... get to go for holidays...
She left at around 7a.m this morning...
I set my alarm to wake up at 5a.m so i could talk to her bfore she left...
From yesterday nite, i think i called and talked to her for around four times dy...
Although she just left.., i kinda miss her dy thou..
She'll be there for five days...
She gets to skip school on Monday...
No fair... LOL...
Today's my first day without her...
and im actually kinda emo...
plus i have tuition later =.=
i pretty much have no mood now... =(
Haha! well i guess thats all for now...
Will keep u guys updated!!

-KevinKyk-

Day by Day ~~~

Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby...
I pray for you...
Don’t look back and leave,
Don’t find me again and live on....
Because I have no regrets from loving you...
Take only the good memories....

<3<3<3<3

IMY and ILY My Baby Gurl!

MSSM just ended yesterday and i MISS you already... =(
I miss da way your head lies on my shoulder...
I miss da way how we used to poke each other...
I miss da way how you used to hit me non-stop..
I miss da way we poke each other's cheeks..
I miss smelling your hair when you lay on my shoulder...
I miss hugging youuu...
I miss da way how our hands merge as one...
I miss seeing and having you around... <3
I miss everything about you...

Hope to see you soon...
Iloveyouloads... and you know that...
=) mwahx.. forever and always <333..

-KevinKyk-

Perlis MSSM 2010 ~

Heyy peeps.... im back from Perlis...
wheee... Tennis MSSM in perlis just ended...
im glad to be back but at the same time, i miss youuuu....
haha...owh well... sighh...
hmm... lets see... i got a bronze medal for the tourney as semifinalists...
hehehe awesome ryt?? LOL... =]
girls u-18 and u-12 won the silver medal...
congrats to themmm... =D

Im kinda roasted now...
and i bet all my friends are toooo....
woohooo... floorball on monday??
should i goooo for the friendly match?? i wanna go but at the same time i dont wanna go...
cause i have totally no idea how to play as its gonna be my first time... Lmao...
I guess thats all for now... Will keep my blog updated i guess =/
byeee..

-KevinKyk-

Update =/

Sup people... I was feeling really bored just now so i decided to give my blog a lil boost of..of...of...life?? LOL...
Well.. Life's hard... for mee i guess...
Its been so stress lately plus all da other damn problems we have in our daily life... so yeah...screw it =.=
When i get too stressed out, i feel as i need to do something to remind me of you to give me more faith in life...
Life is like a roller-coaster ride..yeahh i know.... But sometimes i feel as if i dont wanna go on da ride anymore... what if i wanna get off da ride called life.... =( im sad because i really am sick of life........

Anyways, MSSM is coming babeh... story-telling time in the bus..??? haha...owh yeahh... u got that right...LOL.... its gonna take up 1 week of my holidays... so what about da other week..?? ..YES Floorball with Indy and Don... underdogs comin up boi....

Well, i'll keep u guys updated...i guess..?
lol... chaoz... J'espere que tu es ici toujours avec moi...

-KevinKyk-

IMY.. yea i do... LOL

You're the one who's shaping me to be more like you..
I lose myself till there is nothing..
I can, i will and i am changing...
Till it's you who i see in me...
I'd stand, i'd kneel, i'd do anything..
change everything..
Till it's u who i see in me...
Unto u.. i commit this life again..
Every inch of me is to magnify youuu... ~

Tennis MSSPP '10

Hey dudes and dudets...
I jus finished playin my tennis MSSPP today...
And i am roasted... Black dy...
Black and red... sunburn... ouchhh...
damn it =.=

Owh well... this year's MSSPP was my best i tink..
I got myself a bronze medal for da individual event and a silver medal for da doubles event...
Whooo...Finally my hard trainin paid off...
eventhough i had a back injury...
I still have my team event next week...
Go PFS...! Hahah..
Yeahh so thats it... ~

And for all of those who supported me...
thx alot... i appreciate it ^^

. . .

Yes i wish i could see you again..
LOL..

Love puts the fun in together,
The sad in apart,
The hope in tomorrow,
And the joy in the heart.

i'm updatin'?? wow.

Heyy.. tryin to update here... For the FIRST time...
Schools been sucky..
here comes my bff - homework =.=
. . . grrr. . . .
okay thats it...
too lazy to update dy.... =.=

Things didnt change, you did...

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you.

=|

i just need these three things to be truly happy in this world :

someone to love,
something to do,
and something to hope for.

<3

Story Of My Life Since I Met You ~

Okay this is how it goes.........

I met you at a concert... You looked really familiar as I could just remember your name somehow.... I thought that maybe we could be friends but we never met again since that concert... With a lil help from god, i saw ur name in facebook n i added you... We had a long talk in facebook with wall-to-wall comments... And as time goes on, we were as close as ever... I called u 1 nite to talk cuz i juz wanted to hear ur voice but awkwardly my credit went out.. and then we continued chattin on msn everyday... 24/7... as time goes by..., things were actually quite alright... . . . and the story continues. . . u knw who you are..... but 1 day... i juz dk why... u didnt really wanna be too close to me...did u? idk y...but im hopin its not the reason that i have in my mind now.... please. . .

Sometimes i lay on my bed thinking of random stuffs wondering about you... did i accidently hurt u or something? . . i m thinkin that i dnt simply go looking for some1 and liking them... first i thought there wasnt any hope left...but thx to my buddies... they really gave me hope... i just need a chance now...from god.. . . . from you . . . . but no matter what... i just wanna let u know that i'll always be there to catch you no matter what, even when ur sad, even when u need support and even when u fall.. . . . i'll always be there. . .

i dont wanna lose you... . . omg . . ur sad now because of a certain reason which i hope is not true... when ur sad, im sad.... i think u knw that i aime, ai, love, sayang, amore, cinta you... but i partly know you dont like me.... so i just need a chance to show you what i am...that im not just a guy which simply goes around hurting gurls... ... the hint is that you like to laugh randomly... and i will never forget the time when you cheered me up by sayin : i think i.love.you... u said it for fun... just to cheer me up and make me laugh...and i really did laugh after that... YOU WERE THE BEST... ~

Inspired by Ben and OWL...

thankyou. . . ~ Kevin ~

Quotes In My Life ~

If i could reach up and hold a star
for every time you've made me smile,
the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.

You may only be one person to the world,

but you may also be the world to one person.

It takes a second to notice someone,

an hour to like someone,
a day to fall in love with someone

and a lifetime to forget them.

Love begins with a smile,

grows with a kiss,

and ends with a teardrop.

I love you not only for who you are,

but for what i am when i'm with you.

I may not know mandarine,

but i do know 'wo ai ni'

which will forever and always last in my heart.

EMO =.= (IDK WHY)

Patience with others is love,
Patience with self is hope,
Patience with god is faith.

The worst part of life is waiting,

The best part of life is having someone

worth waiting for.

Love is not a matter of counting the years,

but making the years count.

If you Love someone,

Let them go.

If they return to you,

it was meant to be.

If they don't,

Their love was never yours to begin with.

SO I'M GONNA LET YOU GO

WITH A LIL FAITH AND TRUST

T.T

*fake smiling* =|

I'm not gonna be sad over that...( it's not a break-up okay )
i feel stupid... =S
why are all of you da same...?!
only a few may understand....
time for a list of my true friends...
who will always and forever be there for me when i need them...

• Karin
• Elaine
• Sarah
• Asyraf
• Cynthia ( you're quite okay after some time =] )
  
• Shern
• Benjamin
• Emmanuel

THESE GUYS ARE THE BEST I GOT...
I WOULD BE LOST WITHOUT THEM...
treasure it if ur names are there...
cuz i don't often do this...
if ur name isn't there...u should knw why...
why your not a true friend to me... =|

LOVE IS GIVING SOMEONE THE POWER TO BREAK YOUR HEART...
BUT TRUSTING THEM NOT TOO...
I GUESS I TRUSTED THE WRONG PERSON

Excitement and Disappointment ~

Owh well...
time to get back to reality...
had enough of dreaming i guess...
SCHOOL is about to start tomo...
and im not sure if im ready...
Hell NO...
PMR this year..??!!!
== .. . . . zzzz... die la...
lol... owh n guess wat?
i got me self a new iTouch...
its awesome! haha =P
LOL...its kewl...
okay thats about it for now...
gotta concentrate back on studies dy ^^
heheh...chaoz ~